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   i am learning how to turn my thoughts down, which is good
   i can see how easy it is to slip as a parent. we have been sick for two weeks now, first the stomach thing, then flu, now lingering sore throats and runny noses, and the weather turned cold. I have gone from cleaning the house constantly and taking two long walk a day to leaving messes and letting gogo watch t.v., which is bad.
   i have completely secured custody of indigo, which is good.
   i can't do anything because i have to take care of her all the time, which is bad.
   i will swing back, starting today, and try to find balance.
   i am sleeping better, which is good, but i need to get off the meds, which are bad.
   i am writing again, which is good, but i am not reading to indigo enough, which is bad.
   i am talking with my parents less, which is good, but am talking to nobody else, which is bad.
 The deep blue blues don't have me yet, feet don't fail me now.